WHO I'AM?

by: lestat de lioncourt

i dont realy know where should i start....
it's been 23 years when i started my journey in this world,
but there is only one thing i assure to my self and you guys.
"I'am a man who wants to know mypurpose in this world.

"Homosexuality,a practice coursed by GOD" this is one of the statement from my colique at work rigth now . Then after heared those words i felt so diffrent from a normal individual walking in this sinful world. i was not be able to react in that certain statement because me my self also dont know who i realy i'am? but on the contrary its give me more challenge to seek the deeper meaning of my life here in Earth.

Please dont get me wrong for i'm not intererogating an issue regarding homosexual. i just wanted to share and enligthen our minds in the reality that being homosexual in anyway is a prophecy for descriminating the humanity.

I admit, i'm attracted to the same sex (man to man) owing the fact that its not acceptable in my family herarychy for my family is a devoted catholic in a religion. but i cannot help my self looking in a flesh that my mind and body craving for.

until now i'am still trying all my best to figth this kind of situation i have. sometimes i'm happy, sometimes its puts me in my deepest drama of my dillema. but what can i do until now i dont know who i'am.

may be if someone read this they wil say i'm a bigg stupid pretender, but sorry guys thats not who i'am. just put in a way thats my perception in life right now, but its still subjected for changes as we all know everything in this world is not consistent and were all subjected to changes. Change's that must changes our lives to something better.