When the time i meet you i already treasure every single second of our time because i know you will be gone someday and i already concur the fact that it's not for a "long term". but how can i teach my self in such a thing that i'm affraid the most.
Why I'm expecting for a security? because i want him to be mine for the rest of my life, considering he have his own life with his daugther and obcourse with his imediate family. i do realy love him i promised to my self i will do anything do make him happy and i'm willing to sacrifies everything just to put a smile on his face.
