From the very firts time i saw you i tell m self i will do anything to avoid you because i know i felt different. different in a way that i'm "Fall In-Love" with you. Specially when i heared the rummors that you have an affair to someone, and i said it;s good, and this is enough reason for me to a void you more and forget bout my feelings for you.
Time past and little by little things realy mean to change. and it's true love moves in mysterious ways, i wonder why it's happening? is this realy what they called "Love" i dont know if this is it, all i know i'm just deeply crazy in-love with him. and i concur the fact that in this kind of relationship there is a very rear cases to strive, but what can i do this is my reality now i cannot let my self to ignore this chance of a life time and he is the best things happening in my life now and i dont want to have a regret someday why i let him just pass into my life.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Your so much means to me
When the time i meet you i already treasure every single second of our time because i know you will be gone someday and i already concur the fact that it's not for a "long term". but how can i teach my self in such a thing that i'm affraid the most.
Why I'm expecting for a security? because i want him to be mine for the rest of my life, considering he have his own life with his daugther and obcourse with his imediate family. i do realy love him i promised to my self i will do anything do make him happy and i'm willing to sacrifies everything just to put a smile on his face.
Why I'm expecting for a security? because i want him to be mine for the rest of my life, considering he have his own life with his daugther and obcourse with his imediate family. i do realy love him i promised to my self i will do anything do make him happy and i'm willing to sacrifies everything just to put a smile on his face.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
When you love someone
you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon, put out the sun
when you love someone
You'll deny the truth, believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you could really fly but your lonely nights, have just begun
when you love someone
When you love someone, you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind
when you want someone, when you need someone. when you love someone you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice, you'd risk it all, no matter what may come , when you love someone.
"yes its true when you love someone you do all the crazy things, you'll sacrifice, deny the truth and you'd give everything you got whitout thinking twice...i love you dave, your my life your my everything i promised i will be careful with you and your heart."
24 july 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
WHO I'AM?
by: lestat de lioncourt
i dont realy know where should i start....
it's been 23 years when i started my journey in this world,
but there is only one thing i assure to my self and you guys.
"I'am a man who wants to know mypurpose in this world.
"Homosexuality,a practice coursed by GOD" this is one of the statement from my colique at work rigth now . Then after heared those words i felt so diffrent from a normal individual walking in this sinful world. i was not be able to react in that certain statement because me my self also dont know who i realy i'am? but on the contrary its give me more challenge to seek the deeper meaning of my life here in Earth.
Please dont get me wrong for i'm not intererogating an issue regarding homosexual. i just wanted to share and enligthen our minds in the reality that being homosexual in anyway is a prophecy for descriminating the humanity.
I admit, i'm attracted to the same sex (man to man) owing the fact that its not acceptable in my family herarychy for my family is a devoted catholic in a religion. but i cannot help my self looking in a flesh that my mind and body craving for.
until now i'am still trying all my best to figth this kind of situation i have. sometimes i'm happy, sometimes its puts me in my deepest drama of my dillema. but what can i do until now i dont know who i'am.
may be if someone read this they wil say i'm a bigg stupid pretender, but sorry guys thats not who i'am. just put in a way thats my perception in life right now, but its still subjected for changes as we all know everything in this world is not consistent and were all subjected to changes. Change's that must changes our lives to something better.
by: lestat de lioncourt
i dont realy know where should i start....
it's been 23 years when i started my journey in this world,
but there is only one thing i assure to my self and you guys.
"I'am a man who wants to know mypurpose in this world.
"Homosexuality,a practice coursed by GOD" this is one of the statement from my colique at work rigth now . Then after heared those words i felt so diffrent from a normal individual walking in this sinful world. i was not be able to react in that certain statement because me my self also dont know who i realy i'am? but on the contrary its give me more challenge to seek the deeper meaning of my life here in Earth.
Please dont get me wrong for i'm not intererogating an issue regarding homosexual. i just wanted to share and enligthen our minds in the reality that being homosexual in anyway is a prophecy for descriminating the humanity.
I admit, i'm attracted to the same sex (man to man) owing the fact that its not acceptable in my family herarychy for my family is a devoted catholic in a religion. but i cannot help my self looking in a flesh that my mind and body craving for.
until now i'am still trying all my best to figth this kind of situation i have. sometimes i'm happy, sometimes its puts me in my deepest drama of my dillema. but what can i do until now i dont know who i'am.
may be if someone read this they wil say i'm a bigg stupid pretender, but sorry guys thats not who i'am. just put in a way thats my perception in life right now, but its still subjected for changes as we all know everything in this world is not consistent and were all subjected to changes. Change's that must changes our lives to something better.
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